late nights are usually up to no good.

it's almost one. i should be asleep. i want to get up and study and run and clean. before i go to work. at one.

so i should go to sleep.

oh well.

i just had a few things crash down on my brain in the past few hours.

one. i've had four of some of my closest friends get engaged in the past three weeks. that's a lot. to me at least. i'm losing friends by the hand full. and i'm happy for them. i really am. no sarcasm here. i promise. you girls are beautiful and i approve [not that you need it] of your choices. i saw them all through remember?

two. was i wrong to delete facebook? that decision has been stabbing me in the back as of late.

three. my ipod [which isn't actually mine, it's my mom's that she let me borrow to take to college since my mini {yes. mini. not nano} wouldn't play without being plugged in] died today. as in it will not turn on. at all. i've tried every trick i know of. nothing. sad.

four. the song in my head right now is my love by sia. it's on the new eclipse soundtrack [which is good btdub, kinda like the new moon soundtrack but not quite as depressing]. except this song makes me sad for some reason. i don't know why. but it's on repeat. on my computer. since my ipod isn't working. how am i supposed to fall asleep to it?

five. i think i need to be more like this list.

six. "ahlin, just go pray until you feel better." sound advice from stuart dong [the gray haired asian].

seven. seriously. go find and watch this movie. right now. i promise you'll love it. i think i'll watch it tomorrow [today].

eight. i'm turning twenty on sunday. my golden birthday. which is also father's day. and a sunday. and all my friends are leaving for home. cool.

nine. i like this picture.

thanks for my thinking slash pity party.

funny funny fb.

some of you may remember me quitting facebook a little over a month ago and i'm not gonna lie it's been pretty nice and very liberating. but it has come to my attention that apparently i have been missed on fb because, as we were sitting in my apartment sunday night discussing life and such, somehow an idea came up that a facebook group should be made to get me to join again.
if one million people join, ahlin will come back to facebook.

weheartit
with zero hesitation to this fab idea, the number cutoff was discussed with talk of 200 people, 50 people [thanks guys, i'm pretty sure i have more than fifty friends in this world] and they finally settled on 100.
then they officially named the group: join the ahlin care foundation!
explanation: if 100 people join, ahlin will come back to facebook!
then they started making bets on how fast it would get to 100 members. stuart says next sunday. ouch stuart. that hurts. romney says thursday. thank you romney. that does not hurt. as much. i will have you know that within about .2 seconds of the group being made, someone had already joined and written on the wall [granted it was jeffery justin cody johnson junior... what can i say, the kid loves me] and an hour later there are already 14 members. what up.

romney, stuart, and corey were all arguing about who's idea it was and what they wanted their administrator names to be.
end results: 

stuart- ceo of ahlin

romney- stuart's boss/group bouncer

jeffery- ahlin awareness advocate

leslie- international relations

sarahmaines- the troy to ahlin's abed [community anyone?]

corey decided he wants to be the 100th group member. nice.
i took some videos on my phone of them arguing but i dont know how to upload them. and i think they're really only entertaining to me. so you're welcome.
this is both hilarious and flattering. thank you friends.

so long. so long.

yeah so i totally deleted my facebook account today.

well. deactivated it.

that means if i log back on, it all comes back.

but. this is my stand. against... i don't even know.

i just feel like if someone wants to get a hold of me or see what i'm up to, they have three different options:

1. my phone (unlimited texting yo)
2. my blog (really though)
3. my email (i'm on there all the time for school anyway)

this is my attempt to be more mysterious and find out what people are like in person rather than their facebook profile.

don't worry. i'm not an fb hater. i's coo if you have it. i was a hard core user for three years.

i think we'll see if i like being facebookless after finals...