awake is better than asleep.

i have been listening to battle born streaming through itunes [still can't own it until the eighteenth] and it is almost too good to be true. i am actually sad that i have to go to bed because that means i can't listen to them anymore and it might not be there in the morning. how have i made it all these years without this? and how will i last until tuesday to have it all for myself? i honestly don't know. i have so many feelings i don't know what to do with myself.

one of my favorite lines right now:


i saw you in a restaurant the other day
instead of walking toward you
i ran away

from here with me


why. why must they do this to me.