you are here to risk your heart.

see that guy. the one between me and megan. yeah. i was supposed to marry him. but i blew it.

ok not really.

but i thought he was so attractive and all i wanted to do was tell him that.

creepy? maybe. but probably more flattering.

all week i've been thinking about how to make my life more exciting and live on the edge... so to speak. this thought was reiterated when i watched the episode of 'community' with the teacher who thinks he's from the 'dead poet's society', always yelling "carpe diem!" so you would think i would have  done something about this extremely attractive stripling warrior. especially when he and his friends came and sat down right behind us or when we had to communicate so megan could leave the table (which turned out being awkward and hilarious) or when we were both sitting there talking to our friends for like ten minutes after we had finished eating or when he was standing by our table waiting for his friend to leave.

yeah. i was kind of bitter on the drive home, thinking of how i did absolutely nothing. even if nothing came of it, it still would have been nice and probably an entertaining story at the very least. and now i'll never see him again.

or maybe i will. provo can be small sometimes...