Tuesday, December 9, 2008

the measure of my mood

happy ahlin:













when my room is clean, i am automatically happy. it is not something i do in purpose, it is not a conscious thing, its just how it works. i love having my room clean. but if i cannot just clean it all at once, it doesnt happen. that is when i turn into...

stressed ahlin:













i am always noticeably more stressed out and grumpy when my room is cluttered. i can never find anything, i have to literally jump in and out of my bed, i feel bad for my poor roommate jess, and it is just no bueno. and yet it still happens.

i hate it so much when my room is messy. but i just cant clean it whenever. i have to do it all at once or not at all. thats why i usually do it on the weekends... usually. if i am not too tired. but the second my room is clean i feel ten times better.
but, of course, this week, the week when i could use all the non stress i can get, my room is a mess. it is not fun. not. one. bit.

1 comment:

Georgina Florence said...

Fact: you are weird
Fact: this is exactly how you are
Fact: sometimes i would make our room dirty just to stress you out.
Fact: you still love me